Sunday, February 24, 2013

Punishment

I received my punishment for failing to obey my Mistress' orders the other day.  She put my in my place and made me feel like the dirty little slave I am.

It started with my Mistress blindfolding me and bending me over the bed completely naked.  She then struck my ass with her flogger and made my ass sting so badly.  I couldn't show any signs of weakness or pain, I wanted to take my punishment and be my Mistress' obedient slave.  After making my ass raw from the beating she gave me, she rolled me onto my back and told me to hold my legs up.  I felt incredibly exposed and humiliated in this position but I knew it wouldn't even compare to what she had in store for me.

I jumped as I felt her fingers rub lube all over my ass hole and knew instantly what was coming.  Without warning I felt a thick, lifelike dildo slide balls deep into my ass.  She worked it in and out a few times stretching my little ass hole around the cock and filling up my insides.  Then my Mistress left the dildo deep in my ass while she went to get something ready for me.  Still only seeing darkness from the blindfold, I felt the dildo start to slide out of my ass.  I tried the best I could but there was no stopping the slippery cock from sliding out of my tight ass hole.  My Mistress scolded me and I again felt the business end of her flogger, but this time it was on my hard cock and balls.  It hurt badly but I knew I deserved it, I was given simple orders not to let it slip out of my ass and I again failed.  I am such a worthless little slave.

After a few more minutes of listening to my Mistress get something ready for me she took the blindfold off of me.  I instantly knew what was about to happen.  She had placed a chair directly in front of a small table.  Attached to the top of the table was the thick, eight inch, dildo that I have felt tear my ass hole up before.  I was going to ride this right in front of my Mistress while she watched from the chair right in front of it.  She sat down in the chair and told me "you know what to do" so I walked over to the rock hard dildo sitting straight up in the air.  I turned around so my ass was pressed up against the cock and I was facing my Mistress.  I grabbed the already lubed dildo and slowly slid my ass down on it, feeling its thickness penetrate my gay little ass hole.  I immediately felt extreme humiliation.  My cock was rock hard as I felt my ass hole stretch around this lifelike cock.  I kept sliding down until I felt the dildo's balls press up against me.  I then raised my ass just until the dildo was going to pop out and then went right back down, again feeling my insides get filled.

My Mistress informed me that I would be riding the cock as hard as I could, giving my ass the punishment it deserved, for ten minutes.  I started to speed up, bouncing my faggot ass up and down this hard cock.  Only getting more turned on by the wet squishing noises my tight ass was making on the slippery cock.  The dildo hurt my ass, stretching my hole wide and making me let out involuntary gasps every time I took it completely in my ass.  Three minutes in she told me I would be allowed to touch myself at five minutes so I slammed my ass down on it, riding it as hard and fast as I could so that I would please my Mistress.  At the five minute mark I grasped my throbbing hard dick and began to jerk myself off.  I was already close to cumming just from riding a hard cock in front of my Mistress, so I had to let go so I didn't blow my load without permission.

My Mistress then took out her phone and told me she would be recording a video.  I have never felt more humiliated in my life, especially knowing that my Mistress would be sharing my humiliation with her friends.  But I am my Mistress' little bitch toy, she has complete and total control over me so I obey her at all times.  After taking such a brutal pounding in my no longer tight ass hole, my Mistress told me to cum into my hand and then lick it up into my mouth.  I came instantly and while still riding the hard cock like a good little slut, I put my hand to my mouth and licked up my cum.  She got out of her chair and walked over to me so she was right in my face.  She told me to play with my cum on my tongue for her and told me she was pleased.  She then told me to swallow, and checked that I had swallowed it all like a good little faggot.  My Mistress told me I was a good boy and to never disobey her again.  I was just happy that I was able to please my Mistress and take the punishment that I had deserved.

Thursday, February 21, 2013

Failure

Today I was given simple instructions and like the worthless little bitch I am I failed my simple task given to me by my Mistress.

On my lunch break today my Mistress told me to go get my dildo and fuck myself hard for ten minutes while she watched on webcam.  This was simple instruction so I quickly ran to my room and powered up my laptop while getting out my Mistress' cock.  She told me she wanted me doggystyle on my bed with my head down.  I quickly got into the position and felt so vulnerable and exposed, which quickly made me rock hard. With my ass to my Mistress on webcam she told me to start fucking myself and not stop until she told me I could.  As soon as I slid the dildo in my ass I quickly remember the fucking she made me give myself the day before and I knew this was going to hurt my sore little ass hole.  Letting out a few pathetic gasps and moans I was able to take the entire dildo in my ass hole.  It hurt so much but my Mistress' amusement is more important.  I fucked my own ass with the thick, eight inch, dildo while my Mistress watched and commented how I wasn't fucking my ass hard enough, so despite my sore little ass I slammed the dildo as hard and fast as I could into my ass hole.

After four minutes of this I just couldn't take it anymore, I asked my Mistress if I could switch to the smaller dildo.  She was very angry with me and I felt so low.  My slutty little ass hole couldn't take such a huge cock and I failed my Mistress' orders.  I felt humiliated and my ass hurt so badly.  She told me I could use the smaller dildo but she wasn't happy.  I pulled out the shorter and much thinner dildo and slid it into my ass hole.  It still hurt but I could take this size cock.  If my mistress had been fucking me she wouldn't have let up no matter how much pain I was in, I am her little bitch.  My only purpose is to please her.  I tried to fuck my ass with this smaller dildo as hard as I could and quickly got tired.  My strokes were slowing down and she noticed but took no pity in me as she mocked me while fucking my own ass.

After my Mistress was satisfied that my ass had been fucked enough she told me I could stop.  My Mistress was angry with me for not being able to take the big dildo.  I am such a worthless little bitch.  I deserve punishment for this and my Mistress told me to put my clothes back on and to think about what punishment I deserved from her.  I was told to think of something by the end of the day and let her know, if she approves then she will punish me in that way.

Mistress, for my punishment for not taking the big cock in my slutty little asshole I think I should have to mount the big cock on a table and ride it as hard as I can for you while you watch.  After I have satisfied you by destroying my little asshole, I will cum into my hand and suck my own cum into my mouth.  Then I will play with it on my tongue while I tell you what a worthless little fag I am with a mouthful of cum.  Then once I have been humiliated enough I will swallow my cum and pull my gay little ass off of the dildo and suck it clean for you.

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Webcam Bitch

Last night my Mistress dominated me and forced me to destroy my own ass while she watched on webcam.  We found a dice game where depending on what you rolled determined what position I would fuck myself in, how long I would have to suck the dildo, how fast and hard I fucked myself, and whether or not I got to cum.  She ordered me to write another blog entry so that everyone can know how much of her little bitch I am.

First my Mistress made me get completely naked for her and pull out the 8" dildo that she has fucked me with many times.  She explained the rules of the game to me and rolled to see how I would lube up the dildo.  She informed me that I would be sucking the rubber cock for 5 minutes, spitting all over it trying to get it as slippery as possible.  I place my lips against the tip of the cock and immediately felt a wave of humiliation come over me.  I parted my lips and slid the hard veiny cock into my slutty mouth while my Mistress observed through the webcam. I pulled the cock back out of my mouth and spit all over it before sliding it as far down my throat as I could. I immediately gagged and I could tell my mistress enjoyed this so I began to throat fuck myself until tears rolled down my cheeks from gagging on a hard cock.  I felt so ashamed for sucking a cock in front of my Mistress, I felt like such a little faggot.  It was even more humiliating though because I was rock hard as soon as the dildo hit my lips.

After slobbering all over the hard cock for my Mistress' enjoyment she rolled again to see how I would insert the dripping wet dildo into my tight ass.  She again informed me of what was expected of me, I was to slide it  ever so slowly until it was balls deep in my ass.  After a minute or two of slowly edging the cock into my ass hole I had all eight inches inside of me with the rubber balls pressed up against my ass.  Again I felt incredibly embarrassed for being so hard whilst performing such a homosexual act while my Mistress was watching.  With my ass stretched around the cock it was time to roll the dice again to see how my ass was going to be fucked.  My Mistress told me that I would be fucking my ass with deep moderately fast strokes for eight minutes.  So I began to slide the cock out of my ass and just before it popped out I slide it as far as it would go up my ass until the balls pressed up against me again. I continued fucking myself very deeply, feeling all eight inches penetrate my tight ass and fill me up.

After the eight minutes were up my Mistress was to roll to see how I would re-lube the dildo, it was very dry at this point and was painful to slide back in my ass.  I was allowed to spit on it only twice before sliding it back into my ass hole.  I tried to make each spit count but it was still fairly dry and I knew this would be painful, but I know my Mistress enjoys watching me when i'm humiliated and in pain.  I slid the hard cock back into my sore ass hole and I was told to fuck my ass for four more minutes.  My ass hurt so bad but I was so hard and loved that I had my Mistress' attention.  After four more painful minutes my Mistress told me to lick the dildo clean for exactly two minutes.  Wanting to please my mistress, I eagerly pulled out the dildo and brought it back to my lips where I licked it from the balls all the way to the tip and back down.  I tasted my own ass and again felt mortified for slobbering all over a lifelike cock in front of my Mistress.

Once I had licked it all clean I thought I was done and I had satisfied my Mistress. I was wrong.  She told me that I would be sliding it back into my ass hole and fucking myself for another five minutes with very fast and very deep strokes.  I wanted to cry, I didn't think my ass could take any more of this eight inch monster. But wanting to please my Mistress, I obeyed.  I slide the dildo back into my used slutty ass hole and began fucking my ass hole as hard and as fast as I could move my arm.  It hurt so bad and I felt like such a used, slutty, faggot.  But I knew my Mistress was enjoying this so I kept up to please her.  Nothing satisfies me more than pleasing my Mistress.  Halfway through this brutal fucking I was ordered to give myself she informed me that I may touch myself, so I grabbed my throbbing cock and began stroking myself just as fast as the dildo was fucking me.  I could instantly feel myself close to cumming so I had to slow down, I wasn't given permission to cum and I didn't want to anger my Mistress.  When the five minutes were up my Mistress  gave me my next command, she ordered me to cum on the dildo and then suck it clean.  I pulled the dildo out of my destroyed ass hole and jerked myself off.  Within five seconds I shot long, huge, ropes of cum all over the dildo and myself.  I then place that lifelike cock in my mouth and tasted my cum and ass at the same time.  I sucked all of the cum off and swallowed wanting to please my mistress.  She seemed very satisfied and told me I was a good boy.  I can only hope that I have made up for the last time I came without permission.

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

My Mistress' cock


My Mistress wanted me to start a blog so others can know how much of her little bitch toy I am. I love my Mistress and she has complete and total control over me. Here is how we spent our last weekend.

My Mistress' Cock

I recently got to spend some alone time with my mistress for a couple days over the weekend.  My mistress is so amazingly perfect, especially when she dominates her little bitch toy. I got to experience my mistress' new strap on and she made me so sore.
First she made me wear my new thong with built in cuffs. I felt so helpless standing before her in the tiny thong she picked out for me.  She bent me over the bed to prepare my little ass hole for the punishment i was about to receive. She pulled my thong to the side and lubed up my ass hole, if feels so amazing when my mistress touches me especially when she has complete control over me. Once it was nice and lubed up she slid a clear butt plug into my tight ass hole.  Feeling my ass hole penetrated by my mistress is humiliating, I feel like such a little bitch.  With my ass hole plugged up she left me there to wait while she went to change.  My cock was extremely hard and throbbing, eagerly waiting for what my mistress had in store for me.
When she came out of the other room I couldn't help but stare at the massive cock dangling between her legs  that i was about to take in my ass. I was nervous and shaking as she walked over to me and uncuffed my hands so that I could keep my balance while she pounded into me from behind. She pulled the butt plug out of my ass and proceeded to cover her strap on in lube, while I stood bent over before her awaiting my fucking.  I jumped as she pressed the large lifelike dildo against my tight hole, I couldn't wait to feel her stretch my ass hole.  I pushed my ass back onto her and felt the cock slide into my tight ass moaning in ecstasy.  It hurt but I loved it.  Once she was completely inside of me she grabbed me by my hips and began sliding her strap on in and out of my ass hole. Feeling my ass jiggle each time she slammed into me was so embarrassing but I fucking loved it.  I grabbed hold of the sheets on the bed while she fucked my ass harder and harder, letting out involuntary moans and grunts of pleasure as she stretched my ass hole.
Then she pulled out of my ass and told me to roll over onto my back, I felt so ashamed looking in my mistress' eyes as she once again slid her cock balls deep inside my ass.  She grabbed hold of my throbbing cock and began to stroke me as she fucked me harder and harder, rocking my body back and forth with the violence of her thrusts.  I could feel my ass hole stretching around her big cock and felt like such a little bitch.   I could feel I was about to cum within only a couple minutes and my mistress knew this.  She stopped stroking my hard cock and kept fucking my ass hard.  I couldn't stop myself and I began to cum for the hard ass fucking she was giving me.  I shot huge strings of cum all over myself and as soon as she saw me cumming she grabbed hold of my cock and jerked me off while she kept fucking me.  I immediately came a second time and she let go of my cock.  Feeling completely humiliated for enjoying my ass fucked by a hard dick and cumming so much she just fucked me harder and deeper.  After a few more minutes she pulled out of my used ass hole, wiped up my cum with her hand, and held it up to my mouth. I knew what to do, I took her fingers into my mouth and sucked the cum off of her hand.  My mistress looked my in the eyes and told me not to cum without permission ever again.  I knew I would be so sore for a while after that hard ass fucking my mistress gave me. I thanked my mistress giving me so much pleasure, and I was extremely happy that I had pleased my mistress.  I will never cum without permission again and I can only hope that my mistress will use my ass for her amusement again in the future.